life is good here:

i've made friends

i've made 'friends'

it is located near my place

but with all these people around me, how do i survive another year? then again, i am here to work but no play and all work makes the world grey, ain't it?

sigh.

decisions decisions. tough life #adulthood

things went really bad last night. i pray and wish the tough times will be over fast with no more selfish thought.

With all these happenings (Syria's protest, MH17 crash, MH 370 going missing, Gaza VS Isrrael) around us, how ready are we to face Him? 

I mean, life is short and unpredictable.

Hi! 

And so the 1 month break has been heavenly. Nothing in the world can beat me to this- coming to work and do my stuff for work which barely lasts me for only 1 hour and  i am on my own, doing my own stuff. Work is great! Hehehehe.

Besides that, ive written my own term calendar and the BEST news is that there are 3 PH / 10 Weeks on Mondays. Monday is the worst day of the week after 8.50am fyi. You know how tough/hard it is for me to communicate with these !@#$%^&*. HOHOHO. 

Thank you very much, you shouldnt have but thanks.

Seriously, thats what you're? WOW and why am i surprised? Now i ahve to endure this for another 5 months.

Little did i know i have 329 page views despite the minimal updates. Saiful, didn't know you're so free.

So it has been a year and look where I am at now:
-Mum is getting better with 'attacks' once in a blue moon
-The family is getting ready for our family vacation overseas and no, it is not in Malaysia
-I am currently employed full-time

For all those mentioned above and for whatever we are blessed with, Alhamdullilah. Thank you for all the blessings.

Aside from that, i get agitated too easily these days. There's my colleague, the kids and then the distant family. Work has never been easy but thank god for the helpful colleague and the not helpful ones, ermmm, thank you to you too, for making me stand on my own 2 feet, though i get lost at times. Lol. Despite always complaining and whining about how the bunch of kids are, i still adore each and everyone of them and hope they will grow to be grateful for their teachers and parents for the upbringing. At the end of the day, kids will still be kids, we've been there and know how it is like. So as for now, i shall cherish the moments with them as i have less than 5 months before i bid goodbye. I hope i wont be too emotional for the farewell. :(

:'(

Im just a little disappointed, actually, i think that is an understatement. Im disappointed, very disappointed and sad at what we've become. Im pretty disgusted actually.

Im ashamed at how selfish and sympathetic you can get. Im sad at what/whom you've turned to. )':

I guess i shall stop being nice at all.